As Long as life lasts

The lighter shades of the night sky,
The sun rises in the horizon again!
As I lay here by-
In my tent lost in thoughts of my reminiscences.
Old memories do not hurt anymore,
They are of a a long time back ;
Yet I have not forgotten them a bit!
Now that I live in log cabin by a lake
fenced by the pine forests,
Away from human habitat-
With no friends and foes .
except for Caribou,Opposum and Bear!
I go on cruising endlessly through the wild-
With no one to restrict me!
Sometimes I return after a month or two,
Only to leisure me.
At winters when the lake freezes,
And snow covers the grass-
I often spend my time skiing,
And also might bake cakes for Thanksgiving!
Books are my friends by the fireplace,
accompanied by a cup of hot coffee.
I am alone but happy.
But sometimes devil gives me what is due-
I can not help but cry!
Then wine comes to the rescue ,
And my violin produces tunes of melancholy,
After all I am not God!
Yet it is true as they say-
Loneliness is an addiction ,
Once have you found it,
You will never be able to leave it!
As long as life lasts-

Goodbye!! Last day of High School

So this is it then..... Years walking together comes to an abrupt kniky end. This thing is not registering in to the heart. I know I would not see most of you ever again in my life that is what depresses me. It would have been much better if we had not split! I lost a friend whose parting I was not ready to accept but again this is the end. I feel the end came too fast it seems as if it was yesterday that I was admitted to St. Michael's School , 3A, 4B, of course 5C, 6C , 7E, 8C are coming back to me.I would not forget the Ideal teacher that I found in Deolinda miss and would try to emulate her. I would never forget the the transition period of 9C and the set of friends that I found was not easy to let go of:- Rahul, Ananya, Rishi,Debo, Sarah, Sudipta, Senjuti, Pepsi, Roshan, Ritwik to name a few! Class 10 C and Gautam sir could never be forgotten. 10 C has given me the best year of my life with my greatest ups and downs but without my friends I could not have cope up with the pain that I had inflicted on me due to my own mistakes. Thank you my friends of staying all these years with me. I will miss you and hope that someday I will see you again though the probability of that is less than 0.001% Long live my friendship, Long live class 10 C, Long Live my love for my friends!! Goodbye to you all!!
                          Long live the walls we crashed through
                  How the kingdom lights shined just for me and you
                  I was screaming long live all the magic we made
                        And bring on all the pretenders
                         One day, we will be remembered -Tailor Swift

Rain of Love

In this thunder and heavy rain
I know all that I try is in vain
Masts broken, sails torn
I do not know what has gone wrong
You have given me much pain
Still I run behind you again
I do not know why you met with me
If I can not find the key
To open up your heart
O beloved I can not part